Momma - Hidemen

Momma LRC歌词

作词 : La Min Htein/Mateen Azlan/Qushairi Jeffri/Husaini Marican/Wira Munir 作曲 : La Min Htein/Mateen Azlan It’s crazy when I think of you My heart starts to flutter and my blood pumps faster It’s hard not to think ‘bout what we could’ve become Because the one’s for you is not me, the pain I succumb To be or to not to be, it’s all just dumb The fact that I'm the one to run You probably think of me as a charm Not one that’d you keep forever and maybe that's for the better I'm insecure but I don't need to be validated By someone I'm in love with, this stigma I created All the lost words and the rivers that circulated Wish it was just us and no one else intruded But, uh That could never come by easy I don't mean to be cheesy But I wish we worked out in all the best ways For now, I can't stop thinking of your face You make me feel understood Under the light that I stood in Always made me feel good ‘Cos you know what I’d look good in Maybe we could have a roof Just for us to live in If it wasn't for you I don’t think I’d be living And all the things we’ve been through You know our love is all gold Fixing up the fights, in those starry nights All we feel is just pain Happiness is insane It’ll never be, it’ll never be It’ll never be the same Thinking ‘bout the times when we were living Cigarettes, going pass the river so distant Dopamines fed our mind with placebos The only other death in our life is our ego, so we go Way back, to the times, When our mood is good and our mood is fine I’ll be on my way, Gonna leave your side See you walking down the tunnel to your other life Momma, I'm sorry it's past 12 I'm heading home right now Vices and lices in my head I cannot get it out Purple gums, coke and rum, I'm getting nauseous now Mama I'm sorry it's past 12 im heading home right now Kiss my mothers for the last time Before I head out for war Racism so systemic Crisis from the pandemic Oh God, I've been blasphemic You ever seen a guy cry? So pathetic What seems to be calm waters Beneath the surface I’m just drowning and my lungs They're hurting Question worth Do I deserve this? What's worse? The thought or acting upon it They've lost it I'm honest Forget how they're talking It's brash Never was for it I apologise for the state of my wrists Razor blade ran across it Some nights they won’t stop bleeding Some nights my only friend is the nicotine Thinking of how things would be When I'm six foot deep Like my grandpa All I can say is Rest in peace This time and body is Only a borrowed piece All I can say is Rest in peace This time and body is Only a borrowed piece I wish I could go back to the times Where I just live In the moment I’m sorry, Momma But I can never listen To advices All these vices But these pieces is who I am Puzzled all over You taught me well You go a distance but I’m missing I’m sorry, Momma But I wish I could go back to the times Where I just live in the moment I’m sorry, Momma