Emotionally Dumb - KOTA The Friend

Emotionally Dumb LRC歌词

[00:00.000] 作词 : Avery Marcel Joshua Jones
[00:22.37]I'm emotionally dumb
[00:24.14]I hop on every song bearin' soul, spilling guts
[00:26.24]'Cause this the only place that I don't feel like I be judged
[00:28.86]If I tell you how I'm feelin' over samples and drums
[00:31.56]Boy, I f**k up everyday hurtin' people that I love
[00:34.04]'Cause I can't communicate, it's the way that I came up
[00:36.56]I internalize the bad and it's hard for me to trust
[00:39.25]I got narcissistic qualities, I hear I'm out of touch
[00:42.01]But I'm hella sensitive, I feel it if I'm pennin' it
[00:44.78]If I put it out, I only did it for your benefit
[00:47.71]I really stay alone to protect you from myself
[00:50.00]Used to hide behind the drugs, now I hide behind my wealth
[00:52.87]I said "Later" to my heart just to focus on the bread
[00:55.44]'Cause my baby needed food, clothes, linen on his bed
[00:58.32]Woman from my past told me that I'm turnin' cold and it's sad
[01:01.58]I used to make her feel like she was home, bring him back
[01:04.27]But it's hard though, I was young and dumber with my guard low
[01:06.82]Now I'm numb, sendin' big money through Wells Fargo
[01:09.58]Y'all the only ones that get the best of me, though
[01:12.07]My higher self is on the track and the rest of me low
[01:14.67]But I'm workin' on it, no more escapin' when I'm hurtin'
[01:17.25]No more self-sabotage, livin' against my purpose
[01:20.38]More appreciation for myself when I ain't perfect
[01:22.59]Every day I get up and grow, that's what I chose